I hope that I will figure out every puzzle, then survive~
I don't know about most simple things in the world, no, just around me. Why I call them simple, and why I don't understand? It seems a little funny but it's true.7L)K5k2_v9Z+Z"j
Now I am wearing the gloves, clicking on the key board, trying hard to figure out how to express my opinion but nothing gained. My hands are quite wet inside the tide gloves, i hate this terrible feeling, but I have to continue.
I have to continue just because I have no right to stay.
It seems that yesterday's cold bad weather actually remains a big impression in me, result in me ignoring something significant, important and creative to my thoughts.
My thinkings are always changing these months, I am afraid to receiving telephone calls, scared of those unfortunate news from BBS, switching quickly to my blue print, and thus when those complicated thoughts join together, I still hold the commom appearence.
ELISA, kinda type of experimental technology, which I am on hand, will drive me crazy. Millions of details, lack of every basic device or reagent, too much unknown and unforseen result, the only-one chance to succeed...all of which rush to me simutaneously.
I am mot afraid to take the responsibility, I just feel like I am nearly exhausted on this issue by myself. I am expecting all of this would come to an end, however, I deeply know that the terminator will be me---will be after all the procedures to be done... G'E!_T7Ff1o N
I believe this kinda suffering will come to the end in a future not so far away...not so far away...+V0I Z-j4A
OMG~I am about to forget another imp mission to me these days...I don't wanna say sorry about it...ONE MORE TIME!!!!
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PS:it seems like I am talking to myself...if this essay puzzles you, I will say sorry, all I wanna do is to get rid of that bad mood, then come back to work, just right now!
million thanx to this corner, there I feel confortable and a little released from the tide work::loveliness a blue day for you? ~ @'e9a-j1n4T
never mind
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It just passed here and another one is right around the coner............)TH{1\] q?
So, I can have a rest now::z2 We are in the same boat. oh come on guy {:o4jQ+X
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nice day,isn't it?!xa{$H.H[3Nk-l
now i am busy preparing for some important exams,just like you
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come on,u and me
god will bless us,right? don't worry! People alway have bad day! That is why they say"sometimes shit happens!" ::16 WISH EVERYTHING GOES ON WELL>_< I felt that is the similar feeling I got for my research work.&G e D2\ f4~p
Someday the experiment is just a piece of shit. You just waste the whole day or the whole week trying to get some results out. You expected something that just did not happen.([m M7Vj
You are frustrated, exhausted. You can not figure out what is wrong, what should be improved. But you have got the deadline ahead, you need to get something. You need to explain what happened.N W'`2YEN
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Blue, Blue.::18 things are sometimes just artificial and superficialoD+@al d!q f
u gotta learn how to identify the truth
however, i indeed disgust the people who have deceptive appearance. why u ues ur gloves @ ur pitiful computer?
ur hands are wet inside the gloves & u hate this terrible feeling?
so why dont ya put it off?!
what point ya trying make ?!g:L3r k:Y_
dual personality?!
c'mon``` stay away from sentimental{.\)Q9h A y
dont be like this
candy floss::p8
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