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[font=Comic Sans MS][size=4] I was keeping thinking these days, not about my country, it seems that I don't have that energy to think more about my country, but about my future. I thought a lot, but got no answers, even worse, I got a little bit confused. Really, I don't know what my future will be like. I just sent my CV to different companies and wish a positive response, but always disappointment waiting for me.*i#af!?s-E`Yes, I need money so much that I start to dream everyday. I think it's the right time to make a plan for my life.[/size]e-B&g"{7L
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[/font][font=Comic Sans MS][size=4] Days before, I read the news online, a news about a dog swims 1.5 kilometers every day just for breading its baby. I was deeply touched by this news. It made me think the love from mothers. That love is born with, and it is absolute the greatest love in the world. Think about myself, I already spend more than 20% time of my life and I still depend on the finical from my mother, my father, my family. When can I rise myself? Review the 4 years I spent in the college, what have I studied? I don't know. I think I can do nothing with the knowledge I studied that time. Z, a friend of mine graduated from Fudan university and is my classmate now, could earn about 3000 RMB just after graduated, and my friends, most of them earns around 1000 RMB. If I take a job in China, I don't think I can do it better. IT IS A GAP. And I'm afraid it will extend as time passes. Yes, it's too horrible to think about, but, it's the truth. U3vt D*e&v^
Articles here made me realize the hard situation I'm facing. I can't lose. What I MUST let it happen is, learning as good as I can and getting a good job when I graduate. I MUST get all the money I spend on learning outside back, as soon as I graduate.
I set an achievement for myself, which even I can't believe it will come true one day, but still, I will work for it. Get 8 of IELTS, get the certificate of CCIE.[/size][/font]
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[/font][font=Comic Sans MS][size=4] The words I read some days before really shocked me. It's on the homepage of a senior of mine, who's also from China, studying for his phd degree. That is "Every Morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes. It knows it must out run the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning in Africa, a lion wakes. It knows that it must out run the slowest gazelle or it will starve. It doesn't matter if you are a gazelle or a lion. When you wake up in the morning, you'd better start running."w|2\4`+v6a*r3{.w
Yes, that's it, run. That is the destiny.n+I0T%Z0S1fTS
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[[i] 本帖最后由 Top.1 于 2007-8-4 06:28 编辑 [/i]] GOD LUCK TO YOU Haha,it seems that we are in the same situation... must score well for the upcoming English tests and MONEY!!! r Ae@)pG \_;?
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Ya, first time in my life, I want to say that I hate money but I am in desperate need for money to fund my tertiary education... I really don't know what my father is thinking... He is now trying to buy a new house which may use up a lot of money with the fact that I need the cash for my education. The only obvious fact is that I NEED a scholarship which seems to be rather far from the reality....!!!! I feel sad for myself..../Tb|4|#Obq4`
haha, forgive me if you think they are all just rubbish!!! Just want to complain a bit~~~
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no, actually what I said is blah blah, it's just kind of abreacting.what I want to say is, I'm an adult, it's the time to take responsibilities which i should take.
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[[i] 本帖最后由 Top.1 于 2007-8-4 06:46 编辑 [/i]] I read your post completely:)
Nothing but bless
and you know,maybe things are difficult at first,but what we should do is keep on working,non stop,finally we will get it.Believe me:)
And which counrty are you in now? Thanks for the blessing from #2 and #5 Q,RF&Q4B-uTsw
I'm in Melbourne ::14 I think guys from Fudan can earn 5000+ i found i make a mistake in the second floor. not GOD LUCK TO YOU.
is GOOD LUCK TO YOU. sorry i miss a O. that's a type mistake.
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no worries
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::14 anyway, I think only Fudan guys can get the best jobs回复 #10 joeswell 的帖子
why is fudan ? but not peking university of Qinghua ?回复 #10 joeswell 的帖子
but they can't get the position like a manager just graduated. hmmmm...i think i really need to start thinking of my future nowwhat am i gonna do years later?! '?QsVrK
why i come overseas to study and spend so much money?! P]Xwf~S2ZJ^
i scared i will let my parents down in the future...>_< Every Morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes. It knows it must out run the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning in Africa, a lion wakes. It knows that it must out run the slowest gazelle or it will starve. It doesn't matter if you are a gazelle or a lion. When you wake up in the morning, you'd better start running.
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well, people live different lives. this story also tells us. If you are a gazelle, you don't have to be the fastest. just avoind being the slowest::z2
回复 #14 辰雨清风 的帖子
::16 O, shit, that's super cool ~~~ Good enough to be a prime article! Congratulations! the future is unknown.....the only thing i know is the pesistence .....break a leg!!! I read the same news a few days ago. It is affecting.you will get a good job. Patience.:loveliness: i was touched by the sentence "Every Morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes. It knows it must out run the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning in Africa, a lion wakes. It knows that it must out run the slowest gazelle or it will starve. It doesn't matter if you are a gazelle or a lion. When you wake up in the morning, you'd better start running."*
And now i must get a high mark in my SAT and TOEFL...that is the most important thing...!!
Run now...run before others wake up... Actually I think we should first be patient, confident and independent thus giving us an opportunity to enjoy ourselves and lead our own lives. Just run and remember why you run, you will definitely succeed::z1 When an ambition is set up, run and stick to it. Remember
Don't wait for what you want to some to you
Go after it with all that you are *C-a:t.o,|5q R
Knowing that life will meet you halfway